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  • → 11:36 AM, Oct 30
  • night moves

    → 7:35 PM, Oct 29
  • smells like a road trip coming up

    → 5:05 PM, Oct 29
  • Yeah, roasted pumpkin seeds!

    → 5:49 PM, Oct 24
  • America's most dark and dangerous band

    I watched ‘When You’re Strange’ a documentary on The Doors by Tom Dicillo. This is the second time I’ve seen it, but after listening to The End this morning in the shower, I felt like hanging out with The Doors today. Jim Morrison fascinates me. I love his poetry and his music. I wonder what demons were trapped inside his head that he couldn’t escape from except through drugs and alcohol. Or was he merely emulating one of his literary heroes -Arthur Rimbaud, the French poet who wrote in a letter to Paul Demeny: >“A poet makes himself a visionary through a long, boundless, and systematized disorganization of all the senses. All forms of love, of suffering, of madness; he searches himself, he exhausts within himself all poisons and preserves their quintessence. Unspeakable torment, where he will need the greatest faith, a superhuman strength, where he becomes among all men the great invalid, the great accursed - and the Supreme Scientist! For he attains the unknown! So what if he is destroyed in his ecstatic flight through things unheard of, un-nameable…”

    The poet as a thief of fire, much like Prometheus.

    → 4:07 PM, Oct 23
  • Somehow it’s turned into a Doors weekend.

    → 10:35 AM, Oct 23
  • I have loads of delicious stuff to listen to this weekend, but always hungry for more. @ mention me if you come across something you think I ought hear.

    → 6:30 AM, Oct 23
  • Starting the day out in geek-mode trying to find a decent RSS plugin for Wordpress so I can pull my linkblog through on my soulcruzer homepage.

    → 7:54 AM, Oct 22
  • I finally managed to move the radio server over to my soulcruzer blog. A good bit of the time it’ll be pre-recorded stuff, but when I’m at my desk, I’ll be sharing what I’m jamming to and on Thursdays, I’ll do a live show: Soulcruzer Radio plus the random pop-up sessions.

    → 8:44 PM, Oct 21
  • Hello from Drummer!

    → 7:45 AM, Oct 21
  • I fell for the hype. Everyone is talking about the Squid Game, on and offline. I’ve seen a ton of posts in the media saying the Squid Game is Netflix’s most-streamed show ever. I liked Alice in Borderland and the Squid Game looked similar to this, so I said what the heck and pressed play. I won’t punk you with any spoilers, I’ll just say this, having just finished season one, don’t believe the hype!

    → 9:16 AM, Oct 17
  • One of my favorite quotes about time comes from The Merovingian in the second Matrix movie. He says:

    Who has time? Who has time? But then if we do not ever take time, how can we ever have time?

    The good news is, you still have time to listen to Ep 37 about our relationship to time. Plus listen to a killer soundtrack featuring music from Beauty’s Confusion, Poldoore, Tricky and more.

    Listen: www.mixcloud.com/digitalca…

    → 6:04 PM, Oct 11
  • “The only normal people are the ones you don’t know very well.” - Joe Ancis

    → 8:02 AM, Oct 5
  • repetition is a convincing argument even when we don’t want it to be.

    → 1:29 PM, Oct 3
  • it’s going to be a sedentary saturday for me…my poor legs need a rest.

    → 9:30 AM, Oct 2
  • Watch Any time I do a challenge like this, the morning after, I inevitably ask myself, “Why, Clay? Why?

    The reason I sacrificed my body this time was to support four outstanding charities - Helping Hands, Warwickshire Young Carers, Warwick Food Bank, and Tiny Tim’s Children Centre.

    I mentioned in my last post, that we were doing the 9 Edges Endurance Challenge, which takes place in the natural beauty of the Peak District National Park.

    The Challenge - Hike 9 of the most famous Edges in the Peak District in under 11 hours - a total of 23 miles (if you don’t count the miles being lost!).

    I’m not sure if you are aware of the terrain in the Peaks, but it can be as deceptively brutal as it is beautiful.

    And yesterday, it was brutal! Which I am reminded of every time I stand up to hobble 10 feet today.

    I’m reaching out to those of you who would like to support four outstanding charities and can spare some change.

    I broke my body for the cause, now it’s your turn to spare a little change in return, just go to our JustGiving page and let us know you care.

    You can donate on our Just Giving page

    Big shout out to my fellow adventurers: Marcus Garratt, Graeme Parrott, Hannah Ingram, Rhys Jarman, and Michelle Hughes.

    Special mention: Isla and Flex, our two furry friends who kept us company along the way.

    → 8:21 AM, Oct 2
  • I wonder how many of these primitive rites of male passage - to kill a dangerous beast, to face danger cooly and with aplomb, to endure great pain and privation, to achieve mastery of some rudimentary skill - still linger in the dark recesses of our minds affecting our behaviour in ways we are unaware.

    → 3:20 PM, Sep 29
  • i’m feeling this today…

    “If people cannot write well, they cannot think well. And if they cannot think well, others will do their thinking for them.” - George Orwell

    → 12:03 PM, Sep 28
  • i certainly hope this weather passes by wednesday when we start the 9 edges challenge in the peak district

    → 7:08 AM, Sep 27
  • worth the fight though…

    → 1:59 PM, Sep 25
  • while you’re doing your chores this weekend, why not listen to the Digital Calm show in the background?

    in addition to a great conversation about contemplation, there’s an awesome playlist accompanying the show, featuring music from Blue States, Boozzo Bajou, Quantic, Wax Tailor, Beauty’s Confusion, and more…

    Here’s the link

    (there is a Mixcloud app if you want to listen via your phone.)

    → 9:02 AM, Sep 25
  • just finished a Friday night binge of the last 3 episodes of season five of How to Get Away with Murder. The twists and turns never seem to end. 😳

    → 12:36 AM, Sep 25
  • you’re going to get what you focus on.

    → 8:08 AM, Sep 23
  • I’ve never liked labels. Mainly because as Soren Kierkegaard said, “Once you label me, you negate me.”

    Once you label someone you cancel out their own individuality and replace it within the boundaries of that label, so their individuality has been restricted within that label and therefore, for all those who accept that label for that person they have no longer accepted that person for who they really are but understand them only to the limit of that label.

    I’m beginning to back track on my aversion to labels because I’ve come to realise that sometimes labels can be empowering. I talk more about this on tomorrow’s episode of the Digital Calm

    Sign up here if you want to be notified when the episode goes live.

    → 9:44 AM, Sep 21
  • the ethos behind why we do what we do on the Digital Calm can be summed up by this idea:

    meaningful conversations can change your world.

    and the constructionist view that

    “words create worlds.”

    → 10:54 AM, Sep 20
  • Coffee contemplation time…

    Simon Sinek encourages us to start with ‘WHY’ - to look from the inside out and understand why you do what you do. However, it occurred to me, that maybe it’s more valuable to know ‘WHAT’ you do before you can figure out why you do it - look from the outside in.

    I’m contemplating this through the lens of work.

    → 8:20 AM, Sep 13
  • are you ready to do good things today?

    → 5:21 AM, Sep 13
  • banging out those shoulders today…

    → 7:15 AM, Aug 25
  • not many lawn mowing days left by the looks of things here in the UK.

    → 11:41 AM, Aug 20
  • I’ve started reading Jordon Peterson’s 12 Rules For Life: An Antidote to Chaos Something I’ve never given much thought to is the downside of moral relativism and how it strips away a meaningful purpose to one’s life by making the notion of right and wrong, good and bad arbitrary, and therefore void. Because as Agent Smith says in The Matrix Reloaded:

    “It is purpose that created us, purpose that connects us, purpose that pulls us, that guides us, that drives us; it is purpose that defines, purpose that binds us.”

    Without purpose, we are lost.

    → 8:18 PM, Aug 16
  • Last night, we finished watching season one of How to Get Away With Murder starring Viola Davis as Annalise Keating. What a great series so far. All the twists and turns and reveals have been keeping us on the edge of our seats. Going into season two, Rebecca’s actual role in the major plot-line still has me perplexed. I’m hoping the start of season two will clear things up.

    → 6:27 AM, Aug 12
  • new loot

    → 5:28 PM, Aug 11
  • we could all use a little time in the postindustrial wasteland talking to our maker.

    → 4:58 PM, Aug 10
  • → 9:24 AM, Aug 10
  • “Words have a magical power. They can bring either the greatest happiness or deepest despair; they can transfer knowledge from teacher to student; words enable the orator to sway his audience and dictate its decisions. Words are capable of arousing the strongest emotions and prompting all men’s actions.” ― Sigmund Freud

    → 7:59 AM, Aug 10
  • I’m not sure why people are surprised by Instagram’s latest move. These social media platforms exist to make money. Every artist-entreprenuer using the platform should understand this. They have no problem making changes to their business if it means making more money.

    But what’s the alternative?

    We’ve already let the social media giants bribe us with cocaine and candy to abandon our blogs – a space where we held power over our own fates and intimacy with our readers. We helped the social media giants get our audiences addicted to social media. And now there’s no coming back. Social media is a habit worse than heroin.

    And so the great diaspora begins again as we search for a new platform – a platform that promises to give us 100% reach.

    —

    The drive into Leamington Spa is quiet.

    I have a meeting at noon in Cafe Nero. I am a little early. The sun is out today, so I grab a table outside. It’s been a while since I last had a meeting over coffee. It reminds me of the good old days. The days before Covid was a thing.

    The meeting is enjoyable.

    After the meeting, I spend the rest of the afternoon editing a couple of videos for a big project I’m working on.

    I nearly forget about my 16:30 meeting. Thank God Lou is on the ball, she saves my life with a text reminding me where I’m supposed to be.

    We are not free. At best we are indentured servants conned into thinking we are free.

    Thinking is a good thing. But as we all know too much of a good thing can be bad.

    Still. I can’t get away from thoughts. Nor do I want to.

    I feel like I need a fresh start with blogging. And now I’m thinking of micro.blog again as a platform.

    How many times can you start again?

    As many times as it takes is the obvious answer. Dogged determination to succeed. Or die trying as the saying goes.

    —

    The mind of the observer requires a certain type of energy. I have a tendency towards high energy which is not the best for the observer role, which needs to be more low key, more apparition-like amongst the people.

    → 9:56 PM, Aug 9
  • an old man in blue smoking mother nature in a park sits socially distanced from his crew.

    → 8:21 PM, Apr 3
  • shifting time forward has wreaked havoc on my internal clock; instead of waking up at 4AM, i’m now wide awake at 3AM two nights in a row…makes for a long day

    → 6:15 AM, Mar 31
  • i need a brain massage

    → 8:32 AM, Mar 27
  • Cosmo is in crazy cat mode convinced he’s a barrel racer.

    → 8:03 AM, Mar 27
  • She gets whoozy messing around with mathematics. The obscure symbols are like spiders scurrying from underneath an old chair to her. I had to check for myself. I hit her up with a string of numbers. She failed to compute.

    → 10:17 PM, Mar 25
  • Chasing happiness highs on the hedonistic treadmill is a real bummer.

    → 2:17 PM, Mar 25
  • Saved or damned, I want to dip into the infinite. I came into a different understanding, too bright to look at with naked eyes.

    → 11:34 AM, Mar 25
  • The heat from the sun feels ridiculously good on my face. It’s hard to care about anything else in this moment.

    → 5:24 PM, Mar 24
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